Dear Diary,

A client asked me when I plan to retire.
I left my former career to devote myself entirely to sex work many years ago because it was both more fun and more lucrative.
I told him I'd stop when it stops being fun or lucrative. And that's true.
But today I had an experience that made me reflect on that: I made a photoshoot wearing a new maid outfit, and it was so hot that I masturbated and orgasmed extra hard editing my pics.
It reminded me why I started doing this in the first place.
I wanted to produce the porn I wanted to watch.
I'm my own quality control department: if it turns me on, it's good enough to be released. I'll never delivery a work that I'm not proud of.
Although this is my main source of income now and I take the business seriously, I can make money in several other ways. I invest, I have a degree and a set of skills that can easily be transferred to other areas.
But I don't think I can find the same fun and fulfillment in other fields.
It just feels so good to be self sufficient at my own porn that I should change my answer.
So R., if you are reading me, I will stop when I no longer get turned on by my own porn. That's the answer!
#diary of a camgirl